Over the past couple of months the never-escaping question that keeps haunting me has been...where am I? and where am I going? It would seem as though one would know that creeping upon their 24th birthday however, I do not. All that I do know that I can confidently speak on is that I do have some slightly defined goal in mind to become a Pediatric Nurse Practioner and Nurse Case Manager. I am not however, 100% sure how it is I am to accomplish this goal. It seems as though I have missed some steps in trying to reach my degree to become a nurse and in by doing so I have led myself into complete anxiety and overwhelming stress in the workings of being a slave to my current profession as a social worker. I never would have imagined that I would be where I am now. The fear that I could possibly be caught lost in my efforts to be more than my degree is a scary thought and I am battling within myself the motivation to push through. Nonetheless with a little help from friends and family I do know the intended vision in mind is one that will be quite gratifying yet a tedious and challenging process to attain. I can no longer blame any shortcomings on those who do not understand why I have been brought here. In my own way I talk myself out of my own ability to succeed and it is scary. Instead of carrying my goals and ambitions confidently I have been searching for means of finding an easier way out. What does one do when they do not know what dto do? Get some advice.
That's my first step.
I will continue to journey on.
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