Moving together or apart?

I've been really anxious
about my future, thoughts, interests, life in general.
I know what I want.
I've always know that one truth.
Now presented with the world at my fingertips
I feel cheated in not chasing it all.

With my maxes on, I'm ready for the run.
I know I'll win in the end...
But where do I start?
Who will be the man running by my side?
It's scary to know I may make the run alone.
The man I see every day and night is not committed to this chase.
He's dreaming his own dreams
As I sleep to dream to be a part of those dreams.
Gleaming at the sight of a future with him
My reality shows great promise.
Conflicted with brain and heart.
Do I choose my love or race?
I want both but it may not be possible.
Are we moving together or moving apart?

God only knows which way we'll go.
June is coming closer and I know I wont move on apart
I can't be this torn,
When my life is on the line.
My heart is as important as my future.
I want to be fully satisfied,
To be happy and in love.
My dreams are still in the clouds
Settling down to my earth.
These visions are becoming more tangible each day.
Spoken words, interviews, introductions...
New York chasing, career chasing, love binding journey

I love you.
I know your watching...
We move in similar styles and paces
And I want this move to be together.
But I guess we shall see...