El Futuro

I've been contemplating a different approach to my own life's journey. Love secondary now to my future dreams. I've realized (with help) that it is better to have loyalty and committment than love. The heart is an unstable artery, a muscle within the body that is constantly being told what to do by the mind. Thus the mind is the leading organ, therefore the only one now governing my life. My dreams are what I'm entitled to, I deserve to dream endlessly and pursue tirelessly the things in life that I would like to accomplish. I want never to stop that race, to quit my own personal goals in life to greatness, impact and influence. New York is still on the horizon but lately not as important as it use to be. I've realized that I've been selling myself short. Growing up you aspire to be the lawyer, doctor, veterinarian, police officer, fire fighter, etc. Where did that drive go? I wanted to be everything when I was younger, so I am still going to do just that. First thing first...back to school! If New York happens this year or in five more I'll make it there, but I will be successful. And love will work it's way through in the cracks, but can no longer be my conquest. I love regardless, dreds and all. But my focus has to be higher. We shall see...