Mistake.

Miscommunicated emotions,
Misunderstood intentions.
What I said was not meant to hurt you,
But to make you aware that I know you.
That I see you, not for who you pretended to be
But for who you are.
I misinterpreted your motives,
Thinking that they were contrived against me.
Wanting to have the cake and eat it to,
I misbelieved that you could love only one.
I misjudged where I stood.
Misallocated feelings, telling me that I was being burnt.
Being made a fool.
Misguided emotions led me to this chase
Going 70 miles per hour down a city street
Trying to eye your passanger secrets
Misplacing my senses, with avid rage
I raced you to the truth to find what I've feared all along.
I feared the truth.
I feared knowing that I was not the only one.
Miscalculated steps, moving at such a pace that
I honestly missed a step.
The step where I was suppose to trust.
That at 2 in the morning I knew you were coming back.
Call me crazy, yes that I am.
No it's not misspelled, that I am, crazy for you.
Needing no affirmation of the fact,
My heart has always missed a beat,
In your presence, awaiting that kiss.
What I said in anger was a miscall
One I wish even now I could take back.
With tears swelled in my eyes, yes
I've missed those calls in which I knew to recall right back
The memories of happier times.
Left only in misery now as I disembark on the road together.
Yet now temporarily apart...yes I miss your love.
Miss being held in those arms telling me that I'm the one.
No not perfect, we were perfect misfits of love.
Loving each others mischievious ambitions,
Fitting almost perfectly into one another's lives.
The misfortune of those dreadful events led us to this moment
Led us to finding out where we were meant to be.
We were meant to be fixed,
Meant to fix the kinks in this misevaluated union.
Meant to adjust the misaligned notions that all things fall together in time.
No, all things come together with effort, with hard work.
You misconstrued the meaning of starting anew...
No not without you, but to be moving together side by side.
Starting fresh with a clean slate.
Mishandled honesty, now to be taken appropriately.
Friends in the mystic of friendship, courtship, relationship.
Growing, developing more than before.
Our mismanaged attempts will not end in vain
Managing a better path to what shall breed happiness in its truest form.
Foundation of honesty and truth without the misperceptions.
Misread solutions now discovering our new resolution.
Have I told you how handsome I think you are?
Mmm, yes I find you to be atonishing.
I'll still give you my heart, because as for my part
It was truly a mistake.


Still here fighting to the bitter end for our renewed love, peace and happiness.
Love you peezy <3