Mouth of a sailor so here goes nothing:::
>>Oh SHIT!!<<
That's what I thought when I saw this gift. I loved it! Probably the most perfect thing ever, I'm such a huge fan that it really came to me as a surprise to find someone who valued the same legendary icon as much as I. For x-mas I received this book called Dancing the Dream: Poems and Reflections by Michael Jackson. He personally wrote all of these. Was not aware that MJ was a writer so I'm quite impressed and definitely never knew this book existed so I was thoroughly impressed by the giftor (said person who gave me the gift, lol). It was not a scarf, or ring, or necklace, or jacket, or heels, or perfume or any other material girly gift that any man, woman, friend or family typically would give...it was a well thought out and researched item that honestly could only mean everything to me.
>>Dammit!<<
Damn, have you ever gotten tired of saying the word "love"? Weird question I know and understand. I realize the magnitude of the word and for a long time I've reserved ever using that word again because it means more to the person using it than the one receiving it. "Love" can only be valued once returned or felt. Therefore my overuse of the term has almost become meaningless. I'm sick of saying it, I want it to be felt and meaningful to the one receiving that love. Is there a synonym? Terminology means everything, I know that it is the most fitting word but I want to reserve my right to use it. I shouldn't have to tell my mother I love her every time I get off the phone (lol), sometimes I just want to the end the conversation with "talk to you later". I can't keep using that term with the beau because he doesn't actually care how I use it, how often I say it, or when I do, smh! He can't say it back, which doesn't bother me. His love or lack thereof, holds no bearing over my love; however, I'm tired of using a word with such deep value so often as I do. In other words from now on when I tire of saying love, I'll just say instead "I heart you" or "You really are something" or "You aren't too bad". It'll be my way of expressing how I feel without wasting away the value of love through overuse. Ugh, damn!
>>Fuck!<<
Good exercise, fuck...more people should do so more often.
>>Fiddlesticks!<<
My apartment is now empty. Living alone (again) is weirder than ever now. I became so use to sharing my space and life that it almost feels strange not to do so anymore. Have you ever realized how more space always makes you feel more lonely? I presume this is why some individuals become hoarders, to pack in the spaces, theoretically filling voids in which loneliness settles. It's not that deep, but I can definitely now understand the feeling. There is now a void here, though temporary and not actually a complete void, living alone now and again makes me feel alone. I now have all this time and space to explore myself, my mind, my interests, and thoughts. I'll go crazy, oh fiddlesticks! But its for the best. I'm content and I'll be just fine.
>>Hell!<<
My heat in my house stays on nearly 80 degrees, hot as hell!
>>Ass!!!<<
He's the biggest one I know. Definitely no competition there...he has a phat ass and can be an even bigger one if put to the challenge. But no other ass has been able to make me as happy as him. Interestingly enough he is very much like myself. We're simple people with grandiose proposals and images of life. We can make one another happy with just simple gestures and thoughts. Neither of us need material possessions or gifts yet we love to spoil one another with them as often and affordably as possible. This ass I'm dealing with has uniquely been able to keep me around through all the bullshit, yes there has been evidenced bullshit but to be fair the bullshit was mutually given, but bullshit nonetheless. Thankfully bullshit behind us things are running quite smoothly. Myriad of things still to be done, everything is going better than ever expected. We'll see how this ass does. :)
>>Bitch!<<
*said 3 times in increasing octaves* Well I'm not a fan of any of them, all of them are equally bitches...no argument there. However, there are some lady friends/homegirls I've met that are definitely cool so are excluded from the bitch list. That is all.
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