Misunderstood

Writing wrong because it's hard to see right
Drowing in this darkness of my death
Driving
Determined to live while making my living
Trying hard not to let the making of my living overwhelm
Control
My living
Life misunderstood.
People convinced that it's about the physical and material
inferior to those
Just because they have more of the meaningless world in their hands
Living wrong because we refuse to see right
Settling for what we're given because it's easier to deal than
desire development
Not just desire but attain, strive, achieve
Wanting more for myself so I refuse to settle
I refuse to allow myself to be left lukewarm
For it is better to be hot or cold.
Living wrong because I've refused to change for right.
It's what I've always settled for
Or is it that it's what satan's convinced me to be ok with?
Fighting to be faithful
To live no longer for myself
But to HIM that I have surrendered my life to
Living wrong because it's easier than living right
Still knowing that I have the heart to be better
To be loyal
To be grateful
Grateful for this life I've been given
Blessed whether good or bad
Because he shall carry me through
Grateful to life
Be I
No longer writing wrong because I'm seeing right
Living right because I hate to live wrong.