The uneasy and unsettling feeling that leaves you
Baffled, confused, befuddled, contemplative, inquisitive
I hate this feeling more than any other
Because the fear of making the wrong decision
The regret and what ifs that you leave behind if you make the wrong turn
I'm at a fork in the road
Battling between heart and mind
I'm quite familiar to this game but I don't know what move to play
Should I stay or go?
I would love to fight through the uncertainty but I can't stand to fail
I don't want to remember what it feels like to make a stand for nothing
I've fallen victim to my heart's desire for love and lost
I will not lose again
I run the risk of being hurt again, yet I take that risk for the sake of happiness
I am happy
He makes me happy
He makes me smile
But he sometimes makes me sad
He makes me cry
He makes me feel unsure
The worst feeling in the world
I will overcome
I will be assured
I will make my stand
Because I will never fall victim again
***I'm short of an emotional mess, growing closer to insanity. I will be ok.
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